Amor Sentiment

 Let me spit a few tongues

Because the rum you gave

Hit's the head hard

Not heard from the slain thoughts 

Probing the heart for my mistake.

"Lo Siento!"

I fell deep

But drowned in

And your hand was absent

So I kept mopping the vomit off my eyelids

Watching the space cold.

"Muchísimas gracias!"

Never once

Did I see this dance on the horizon

Shieling the whispers of my soul

To the un-recanting beat steps

"She loves me. She loves me not!"

Plucking my feeling in the void.

"¿Donde esta mi amor?"

WILT

 I tried
But the rose now wilts
Was it my fault
To invest all the effort to keep it blooming
Only to realize it had a season

As the soil seemed not to be ready
And water wasn't there to support my efforts.

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We only talk about the glorified side of love
Forgetting what a monster it is
Some hide away from it
Only to find themselves wearing cloth of denial
Singing "what doesn't kill you makes stronger."

Forgetting,

it's the dagger that is plunge into the heart that is dangerous
But adamantly,
Playing the ignorant card
We race our hearts to slaughter chambers
Only to emerge heartless.

So I now don't blame them those that cheat
They were once loyal
But someone broke them
They once sought that special rose to tender
But they got left in the open.

✍
tmandie@live.com

RECANTED

Would you blame me?
If I say I love you,
But I don't!
For I held a imagination of you
But you weren't here to give the love
As I pledge my heart to yours
But yours failed to reciprocate.

Would you blame me?
If I say I need you,
But not anymore!
For at the door of your heart is kept knocking for a long time
But you weren't here to open for me
Yet still I kept pursuing you in the depth of the ocean
Yet you left me drowning without  care.

So don't blame me,
As the ship sailed.
And my unrecanted negligence of the heart
Gave way
To freeing my soul from your vice.

Mr T Mandie
Twitter @hudrichent
Email tmandie@live.com

Ampaino Stings Bottled

Asked not to do this!

picking a fight with the past

ghosted out by the future.

Called a legend in their journals;

yet a drunkard

at the hand of depression bottles.

Pulled at the bottom of the bottle.

Trying "ampiano" to calm my nerves

but a Dinosaurs on the floor.

Lushed in regrets

was it the past? on a cruel one

or the present; on a case for the future?

Held on a curse of the forgetten

trumphets rolling grief on pulse

paused to believe on change

yet scarce to locate on goal.

Was it a score to life?

or VR having the last laugh on goals

played to be out; with burden over loading.

Loading to crush testimonies

as a legend is just a tale of brokenness

without life to repress.

Cemented Doors

I cemented the door they came in with
Forgot to let them out
Now at night they play with my emotions
Torture my dreams
that sleeping has become a daunting task
Insomnia being the cure

I cemented the door they came in with
Forgot to rearrange house before I did so
Now dirty thoughts come to bare at dawn
Playing with mind to dream evil will it's day
As time have become an element of torture
In the chambers of my mind
Destroying the vault once kept secured
Now my dirty thoughts roams freely
Engulfing everything they come to touch with

I cemented the door they came in with
For they now lodge in me
Wrecking my happiness with their delusional hope
Burning my passion with their chains of fire
They being the thoughts that drive a billion kings crazy
That trouble Queens to rage with blood shots eyes
Ready to murder all that screws them
Now left hoping the door could be reopened

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